i’ve lost control again
Pain changes people. It makes them trust less. Overthink more, and shut people out.
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It's like a dark paradise
![[ID: I think about how difficult it is for any of us to / admit that we’re not who we used to be. / That something in us has been lost / over time and will probably never / come back. It’s so hard to / disappear without anyone / noticing.]](https://64.media.tumblr.com/1b5a7e258a408574a2617c0ed98b6ef2/6f3cefda06b06c8b-fe/s1280x1920/13c7589415ce0fb5bde4e8fd0d1aab085af8e75d.jpg)